have faith in me , selena

[vivian mae stone]

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i said i'd never let you go and i never did

[atrb=border,0,true] Vivian stretched as she dreaded getting out of bed. The weekend was her only time to really just enjoy herself since she was up at the crack of dawn every day and to bed early as well. How bad would it look if she showed up late and tired? It would look really bad if you asked her. Of course there were days she was going to take off because she was sick or just not in the mood really, but those were rare. At least to her it felt like they were rare but maybe they weren’t. She would have to consider that later she supposed. But right now she really did not want to get out of bed. Her body was telling her to just stay in here all day and sleep the day away but her mind was going a thousand miles a minute. She was really just thinking about the last time that she had been with Spencer and it killed her that she was doing that. She hated thinking about him, it just made her feel dirty. With a sigh she sat up and ran a hand through her long hair, hoping that she would stop thinking about that idiot soon. With a sigh she went right into the kitchen and poured herself some coffee. She usually kept the iced coffee that people were selling now since she could just drink it quickly. And if she wanted it hot then she could just throw it in the microwave and be on her way. It was a very simple solution to her waking up at the crack of dawn pretty much every day. She went into her bathroom and then tied her hair up into a messy bun before grabbing her mug and sipping on it. She leaned her body against the counter and then found herself thinking out loud once more. No, she really needed to stop that. If she did not then things were going to be pretty damn awkward. She wanted to just go out and get her mind off of things. She grabbed her phone and texted her sister, wondering what she was doing. It had been a while since she had spoken to her and Vivian missed her sister. And then she wondered if her sister was doing anything with the wedding today. So she texted her, asking her if she had any wedding planning and if she needed help and that she was going to go sit in the park and to meet her there. With a push of the send button she went into her bedroom and grabbed a pair of jeans and a shirt before throwing on a sweater. She then grabbed her purse and walked out towards the park, which was not really that busy right now. She was fine with that. Parking her butt on a bench she crossed her legs and grabbed her phone, playing around on it. TAGGED selena ( amanda ) NOTES this is horrible i'm sorry.

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[selena marie stone]

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elena had a million things to do for the wedding. There were was cake picking, flowers, decorations and a whole shitload of other stuff that she should be doing. But instead she was thinking about Zack. And wondering if she was even making the right choice. She was freaking out because she was starting to think that maybe she was making the wrong one. She loved her fiancé, she really did, but as much as she tried to deny it she still loved Zack too. This was crazy. It sounded like a plot to one of those bad romantic comedy movies. Although if her life were a movie she'd be picking Zack not still marrying her fiancé. So maybe it was the wrong choice? She just couldn't bear to break his heart.

Her thoughts were interrupted by her phone beeping loudly. It made her jump. She reached for it stretching so she wouldn't have to get off her lazy ass to reach it. She smiled when she saw that it was from her sister, Vivian. It seemed like it had been forever since the two of them had hung out and she missed her. So of course she was happy when the message said that she wanted to hang out. She figure since she was still going through with the wedding she could use her sister's help. She sent her a quick text saying be there in a few and then got up to get ready.

She dressed in a pair of tight jeans and her favorite t-shirt. she was still feeling lazy so instead of blow drying her hair she simple pulled it back in a loose ponytail. Twenty minutes later she was heading towards the park. She grinned when she saw her sister sitting alone on a park bench. She snuck up behind her and covered her eyes guess who she singsonged.

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[vivian mae stone]

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i said i'd never let you go and i never did

[atrb=border,0,true] While Vivian was waiting for Selena to arrive at the park she crossed her legs and found herself thinking about Spencer. She really did not want to think about him, he deserved no thought in her brain. But she could not help it, she was doing it. She shook her head, wishing that he would leave her thoughts but he wouldn’t. So then she got even more frustrated at the man since he was not even here and he was already annoying her. So with a sigh she looked towards her right to see if there was something else that she could think about. Anything would have worked for the girl. But all she saw were people riding their bikes or people walking dogs. And not a single one of them was cute enough to go talk to them. With a sigh she turned back to face forward and then huffed after crossing her arms over her chest. Spencer was literally going to be the death of her, she just knew it. Before she knew what was going on she felt a pair of hands cover her eyes and a voice ask guess who. Vivian smirked before she uncrossed her arms and spoke. “Hm, is this Selena?” she asked before turning towards her sister and offering her a grin. You could easily tell that the girls were sisters. Vivian was the oldest but even then they still looked very similar. She guessed that was a good thing since they both looked like their mother. She then patted the seat next to her and waited for Selena to sit down before she started bombarding her with questions. It was only because she did not want to think about a certain cop. That was not allowed for her and if she did it then she was going to hang herself tonight. Okay, maybe not really but it was the thought that counts right? Then she finally spoke, trying her hardest to not just overrun her with questions since she wanted to keep her mind busy. “So, how have you been and how is the wedding plans going?” she smiled at her sister. Vivian could not believe that Selena was getting married so young. Of course, her fiancé was a sweetheart and all but everyone had always assumed Vivian would be getting married first. And not that she minded or anything Vivian just did not see the big deal about the order of marriage. It was whatever to her and nobody else really got why she thought that. Hell, even she did not get why but it was what it was and there was no changing her mind. TAGGED selena ( amanda ) NOTES this is horrible i'm sorry.

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[selena marie stone]

Selena grinned at her sister. "how'd you guess?" she joked. Before sitting down on the bench next to her. She sighed miserably when she brought up the wedding. "I'm doing fine I guess she muttered sighing. Maybe she should tell her sister about Zack. She usually told her sister everything. So why should this be any different? She had just found Zack again the day before so her sister would be in for a shock when she found out that he was back. Since her and Zack were friends now she would find out about him soon enough so might as well tell her now.

She took a deep breath. "Zack is back" she whispered. Then she explained the how she found him and the how he thought that she was dead and how they had agreed to just be friends and the entire situation. and now I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I love Ben, I do but now Zack is back and I just don't know anymore. So to answer your question wedding planning is going terribly because I'm not even sure that I want a wedding anymore." she finished. She was freaking out now. "I'm a horrible person she muttered. She knew that her sister was going to be shocked about this all. She just hoped that maybe she could help her figure this whole situation out. Because she was doing a terrible job at figuring it out on her own. She just couldn't bear to hurt either guy. And no matter which way she chose she was going to end up hurting somebody That's why she had asked Zack to be just friends because that hurt a lot less than losing him completely. And that way she wasn't hurting Ben either. She was just a mess really.

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[vivian mae stone]

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i said i'd never let you go and i never did

[atrb=border,0,true] When Selena asked how Vivian knew it was her she smirked and then pushed the loose strands of hair from her face. “I’m a psychic.” she joked. And when she sighed miserable Vivian raised an eyebrow, wondering what was wrong with her. Usually she got excited when she talked about the wedding. Maybe that was a girl thing, wedding planning and what not. Honestly Vivian would be excited to plan her own wedding, whenever that might be. “That doesn’t sound very convincing.” she told her, wondering why she was being so, well miserable. Maybe Ben had fucked up or something. Or maybe Selena had, although Vivian really doubted that since she was sure that her sister loved her fiancé. Hell, even Vivian liked her fiancé so she wondered what was up. And she really hoped that Selena would tell her since they both told each other everything. So she realized that she should probably tell her the situation that she got herself in. Well, after she told her stuff first. It was only fair she supposed. Then her sister said that Zack was back and Vivian blinked in surprise. Well that was a shock. It really was a small world wasn’t it? She then bit down on her lip since she knew that her parents did not like Zack at all. She really had no idea how she felt about the kid. Sure he was very, well vulgar and he smoked more than a stoner but he seemed nice. She also knew what her parents did and she hated that she had to burden that but she did and there was nothing that could be done. And when Selena said she was not sure she even wanted to through with this wedding anymore she really had no idea what to say yet. “You’re not horrible. But are you sure you want to throw away what you have with Ben? Who is to say that Zack doesn’t have someone in his life? Or something.” she knew that she was just pulling strings from that and that Zack probably didn’t because that would be too easy but hey, nobody had to know right? TAGGED selena ( amanda ) NOTES this is horrible i'm sorry.

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