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Post by lillian grace romano on Mar 14, 2013 15:31:10 GMT -5
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Post by jayden michael romano on Mar 15, 2013 7:30:55 GMT -5
[newclass=.hoverr]opacity: 0; width: 200px; height: 300px; transition-duration: 0.5s; -moz-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -o-transition-duration: 0.5s;[/newclass] [newclass=.hoverr:hover]opacity: 0.8[/newclass] [newclass=.hover2]width: 100x; height: 300px; background-color: #fefefe; font-family: times; font-family:wire one; text-transform: lowercase; text-align: justify; line-height: 8pt; font-size: 15px; color: #fefefe;[/newclass] your forever is all that i need | [atrb=border,0,true] It was really annoying to Jayden that he had to wake up pretty damn early. He had band practice which meant that they were all going to fuck around until it was time to go. So he sighed as his alarm went off and his arm hit the button to turn it off and then he let out a groan. This was not cool he wanted to roll back over and sleep. Of course that would not happen because if he missed then he would be in deep shit. The boy opened his eyes and then winced when the sun hit them right in the wrong spot. Who decided that keeping the sun on was a good idea? He really needed to live in Alaska where they had a whole month of just straight darkness. That sounded a lot better being blinded when he woke up. Then he rubbed his eyes and sat up, wondering if he would be gone all day or not. He really hoped not because that would just suck.
His eyes then flicked over to his sleeping wife next to him. It was so weird and nice to use the word wife. And never in a million years did Jayden think that he would have been tied down at twenty four. He thought that it would have taken him at least six more years to even think about it. But of course this was before he had met Lily and she just drove him crazy but in a good way. Of course, how they actually got together was a little on the fucked up side but hey, whatever. Throwing the covers off of his body he sat up and then walked towards the bathroom, wishing that he could just sleep in the tub or something. Of course that was dangerous but hey, who cared?
The shower was nice. He wanted to stay in there until the end of time but unfortunately it was time to get out. Jayden then wrapped a towel around his lower waist and then ran a hand through his dark, shaggy hair and then brushed his teeth. Once it was time to get dressed he discarded the towel and then put on a white shirt and a pair of dark jeans before throwing on a pair of shoes and leaving. He wanted to get this done and over with so he could come back home and sleep. Seriously he could have slept all day right now which was something that he never really did but he just felt so tired. Maybe it was because he was up late last night doing things but hey who was keeping track?
Practice had actually flown by and honestly Jayden could not have been happier. He waved goodbye to his band mates and went to get into his car. He did not like walking and he did not trust cabs. So even though traffic was a bitch he still drove himself around. He was not four years old he could take care of himself. So he started it and drove himself home, while throwing in a couple swear words for people who were being just complete jackasses and then he smiled when he pulled up into his own home. When he got inside he threw his keys on a nightstand by the couch and immediately kicked off his shoes. “Lily?” He called out, wondering if she was home or if she had gone out or something. Hopefully she was home though.
TAGGED lily / amber<3 NOTES <33 |
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Post by lillian grace romano on Mar 18, 2013 14:12:32 GMT -5
[/b] then making her way down the stairs and into the main entrance where Jayden was taking off his shoes. She offered him a smile and pushed her dark hair back before leaning against the wall. ’’Hey baby’’ she smiled leaning over and kissing his cheek gently trying her best to hide the nerves that were still vibrating through her body. ’’How was work?’’ she questioned gently before leaving the front area and heading into the kitchen beginning to rifle through the cupboards in search of something to cook for dinner later that night. She was trying her hardest to steady her nerves taking a deep breath as she pulled out a pot and a box of pasta. She turned her back to him as she filled the pot with water before placing it on the stove and turning on the burner. Lily took another deep breath as she pushed her dark hair back and kept her back to him her breath still catching in her throat unsure of how to bring things up to him. ’’Listen Jay we need to talk, I mean I have to tell you something’’ she told him softly still not turning to face him her hands travelled down to her stomach as she closed her eyes with a sigh. ’’I took a test today and I’m pregnant’’ she said quickly as she grabbed the pasta from the counter and emptied it into the pot of water that was now boiling in front of her avoiding having to turn and look at him at all costs afraid of his reaction. [/center][/ul][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by jayden michael romano on Mar 19, 2013 9:47:09 GMT -5
[newclass=.hoverr]opacity: 0; width: 200px; height: 300px; transition-duration: 0.5s; -moz-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -o-transition-duration: 0.5s;[/newclass] [newclass=.hoverr:hover]opacity: 0.8[/newclass] [newclass=.hover2]width: 100x; height: 300px; background-color: #fefefe; font-family: times; font-family:wire one; text-transform: lowercase; text-align: justify; line-height: 8pt; font-size: 15px; color: #fefefe;[/newclass] your forever is all that i need | [atrb=border,0,true] Maybe Lily was not home. Jayden had not heard any movement so he wondered where she went. Oh well, he figured that if she was not home she might be home soon. He ran a hand through his hair as he went into the kitchen to grab something to eat. Of course, he found nothing. The boy crinkled his nose in annoyance and then closed it and grabbed a can of soda. This would have to do because honestly he was starving. With a sigh he opened it and then brought the can of coke to his lips before taking a nice, big drink. He then leaned against the counter and wondered if they still had coffee left or something. That was always a good pick me up right? And he realized that he was kind of tired but maybe he needed to just go nap. And he could wake up when Lily got home and they could lounge around and everything would be fine and dandy. He really did not want to go out tonight which was weird for him but hey, he would take it.
That was when he heard Lily respond to him. He was not expecting it and he jumped about a foot in the air while getting soda all over his hands. Well yum. He sighed and then put his can on the counter while he wiped off his hands. They were going to be slightly sticky but he would wash them later. Right now he wanted to see his wife. It was still weird to say wife but it was so exciting as well. He then walked out and smiled as Lily walked down the stairs. He had not realized how much he had missed her while he was out. That was also a new and weird feeling for him, not that he minded or anything. “Hey. You scared me I didn’t think you were home.” he told her with a smile still on his face, indicating that it did not even matter anyways. He then wiped his hands on his pants to get more of the drink off his hands and called it quits with that. He probably would not be able to get anymore off anyways. She then asked how work was and he shrugged his shoulders, although she probably could not see it since she was in the kitchen. “It was fine. We spent most of the time just kind of fucking around but whatever, nobody seemed to mind.” he told her while rolling his eyes and then leaned his hands on the island counter and flipped his hair out of his eyes. “How was your day?” he asked, wondering if she did anything fun today.
And then she dropped the bomb. She said that she needed to talk to him and about a million thoughts started to run through his brain. Was she going to break up with him? Did she find someone else? Was she cheating on him? He knew that might not happen but it was how they had started their relationship so how as he supposed to know? He did not want that to happen but it could. He really did not want her to leave him though, he thought he made that pretty clear when they were dating. And when she spoke again he blew out a breath of relief before it finally registered and he nearly hit the floor. She was pregnant? He knew that it would have happened eventually since being careful was the last thing on his mind sometimes when they were about to have sex. Whoops. “You’re pregnant? That’s great right? I mean, it was going to happen eventually and that’s great news.” he offered her a smile and then felt his stomach tie into knots. It was not that he did not want kids because he did, he really did want some kids but he wanted to wait about five more years. It seemed that someone else had other plans because his wife was pregnant and he was going to be a dad. That would be weird.
TAGGED lily / amber<3 NOTES wow he's an idiot, haha. |
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Post by lillian grace romano on Mar 20, 2013 14:25:18 GMT -5
[/b] she spoke with a smile pushing her dark hair back as she chewed on her bottom lip and made her way over to the freeze to pull out some chicken breasts to cook. She listened carefully as he spoke about work rolling her eyes slightly at his words. ’’that really doesn’t surprise me’’ she told him teasingly as she removed the chicken from the packages and put them onto a cookie sheet and into the oven. ’’My day was pretty uneventful I um I didn’t do much’’ she told him with a shrug as she closed the oven and turned it on before bringing her attention back to the pasta. Lily kept her back to Jayden the whole time she spoke refusing to see his reaction and using cooking as an excuse not to look. She was probably more terrified over Jayden’s reaction then being pregnant and she was pretty scared of that as well. After she had dropped the bomb she felt like fleeing the room her heart was pounding so hard in her chest it was hard to anchor herself to the floor so she wouldn’t just run out. She listened to his words carefully a little bit surprised by them really and when he questioned whether or not it was great well she wasn’t entirely sure that it was. She had been so worried about Jayden not wanting this that she had forgotten to consider the fact that maybe she didn’t even want this not right now anyway. Weren’t they supposed to enjoy the first years of marriage and have kids later that was normal right? But then again she and Jayden were anything but normal. Lily turned slowly to face him letting her light eyes scan him gently and if she knew Jayden like she thought she did he was probably freaking out just as much as she was. ’’I don’t know, I mean do you really think it’s great?’’ she asked him gently looking down at her feet and avoiding touching her stomach at all costs she didn’t want to be reminded that she had something growing inside her not now anyway. ’’I know it was bound to happen but I’m not ready for this Jayden I can’t be a mom I’d be a horrible mom!’’ she stated tangling her hands in her hair with a frown. ’’I just god I don’t know Jayden I feel like I’m ruining what’s left of our lives by being pregnant, besides it was a store test I still need to get one from a doctor to confirm it’’ she said with a sigh turning back to the pasta even she didn’t need a doctor to tell her she was definitely pregnant. [/size][/center][/ul][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by jayden michael romano on Mar 22, 2013 7:27:00 GMT -5
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She was still keeping her back to him and he bit down on his bottom lip. Maybe she was excited. Maybe she was just as worried as him or maybe she was sad. Why she would be sad he would not know but hey, whatever. It could happen you know? He really wished that she would have said something but she was probably still processing it herself. He wondered how long she had known. Maybe she found out a week ago or just a few hours ago. If she found out a while ago he honestly would not even get mad at her, which was a step above a lot because sometimes the littlest things would set him off. But really, he would not do that. This was a big deal so maybe that was why he would not even care. He just wanted her around and if that meant a screaming, runny nosed kid then so be it. And for a split second he felt happiness run through his veins but it was only for a split second before fear started to show it’s ugly head again. He should have expected it since this is a pretty big deal.
And then she finally turned to face him and he studied her face before she spoke to him. He was not sure if this was great or not. Maybe it could be. He had heard that once you had your child that good things happened but he knew for a fact he wasn’t ready. Being a parent was tough work. It was not like this was a dog or an animal this was another human being. So he sighed and shrugged his shoulders at her. “I don’t know. It could be great or it could be a disaster. But I think it’ll be fine.” he offered a smile and he was not sure who he was trying to convince more, him or her. When she said that she was going to be a horrible mother Jayden shook his head and pulled her into a hug cause sometimes that was all that was needed. “You’ll be a fine mom. Don’t even worry about it and we’ll go to the doctors and find out for sure sometime this week if you want.” he knew that they did not need a doctor to tell them that she was indeed pregnant but hey, at least they would know for sure if they did this right?
TAGGED lily / amber<3 NOTES aww. |
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Post by lillian grace romano on Mar 22, 2013 17:57:02 GMT -5
[/b] she whispered gently pushing her hair back once more and blinking back some tears that had begun to form. She didn’t know why she was about to cry but she would put money on the fact that it was probably hormones. Then he pulled her into a hug and she relaxed against him letting her arms wrap around his torso with a sigh. His words were anything but comforting though and she pulled away slightly ’’that’s the thing Jayden I don’t want to be a fine mom! Nobody ever wants to be a fine mom they want to be great and all I’m ever going to be is maybe fine, I can’t do this!’’ she rambled pulling away and taking another deep breath as she turned back to the stove turning down the pasta and trying her hardest to calm herself down. [/size][/center][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by jayden michael romano on Mar 23, 2013 22:29:42 GMT -5
[newclass=.hoverr]opacity: 0; width: 200px; height: 300px; transition-duration: 0.5s; -moz-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -o-transition-duration: 0.5s;[/newclass] [newclass=.hoverr:hover]opacity: 0.8[/newclass] [newclass=.hover2]width: 100x; height: 300px; background-color: #fefefe; font-family: times; font-family:wire one; text-transform: lowercase; text-align: justify; line-height: 8pt; font-size: 15px; color: #fefefe;[/newclass] your forever is all that i need | [atrb=border,0,true] Honestly how could people think that having babies was a good idea? At least at a young age? Jayden kind of wished that he would have thought about wearing a condom when they had sex every time but clearly he could not go back and do that. But if he could he would have hopped on the first train to the past. Maybe this was just him freaking out or maybe he really was not ready for this. Were they? He had no idea but if he told Lily to possibly get rid of it she would probably kick him in the balls and then leave. Truth be told, he really did not want that to happen so it seemed that he was in a serious dilemma. And he seriously wondered how guys were okay with their wives being crankier than shit and the weird ass cravings that he knew were going to happen. He wanted to stop this but then again, now that he thought about it, it would be cool to have a mini him running around. Or a mini Lily. Either one sounded like fun to him. Of course this was probably the shock still speaking for him but hey he would take it. At least it was better than demanding she go get it ‘taken care of’ right?
It was so strange to him how his world could turn upside down in a matter of seconds. When he woke up this morning he had no idea that he would be finding out that he’d be a father. That was a very strange thought for him and he could not decide if he liked it or if it made him beyond terrified. Of course he was scared who wouldn’t be? This was big news. This was life changing. This was making him want to run in the opposite direction so he could just think. But he couldn’t move his feet and he couldn’t really form the right words to say to Lily to calm her down. Just the way she moved her body he could tell that she was also freaking out. They both clearly were freaking out but she was freaking out more than him it seemed like.
When she said that she was scared he nodded even though she could not see him. He understood, he was scared too. The thought of being responsible for another human being made him beyond terrified. “I’m scared too. I’m scared shitless.” he admitted. Then after her little speech he shoved his hands into his pockets and then looked at her back, his eyes wandering up and down her body. How could she think that she would be a bad mom? She would be fantastic. It was him worrying about being a shitty dad that made him scared. So he walked over to her and kissed her on the shoulder and then he leaned against the counter next to her. “You’ll be an excellent mom. All the other mom’s will be fine. And we’ll get through this.” he offered her a smile although truth be told he was not sure who he was trying to convince more, him or her.
TAGGED lily / amber<3 NOTES aww. |
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Post by lillian grace romano on Mar 25, 2013 14:34:43 GMT -5
[/b] she asked softly wrapping her arms around his torso and pecking his lips gently before leaning against his chest with another sigh. ’’Were going to do this and were going to survive’’ she stated with a small smile.[/size][/center][/ul][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by jayden michael romano on Mar 27, 2013 7:44:23 GMT -5
[newclass=.hoverr]opacity: 0; width: 200px; height: 300px; transition-duration: 0.5s; -moz-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -o-transition-duration: 0.5s;[/newclass] [newclass=.hoverr:hover]opacity: 0.8[/newclass] [newclass=.hover2]width: 100x; height: 300px; background-color: #fefefe; font-family: times; font-family:wire one; text-transform: lowercase; text-align: justify; line-height: 8pt; font-size: 15px; color: #fefefe;[/newclass] your forever is all that i need | [atrb=border,0,true] Now that Jayden thought about it, the next nine months were going to be hell for everyone involved. He knew this, she probably knew this and the spider in the corner probably knew this. But he was fine with this really because for a split second he was kind of happy about this. But Jayden was not dumb, he knew that Lily was about to become the world’s biggest hormonal bitch and he was not excited for that. Not even in the slightest. Especially since they fought a lot just when she was normal he could not even imagine what would happen when she got mad at every little thing. Or worse, just burst into tears. He really would have no idea how to handle this because, well everything was about to change very drastically and he hated when he did not get a warning.
Although, he should have known this would happen. But still, this was not planned and he was not excited yet. At least not just excited. There was some excitement in there but there was also just plain fear. Sometimes he could barely take care of himself, how the hell was he supposed to be responsible for another human being? What if the kid grew up and started to kill animals then moved on to people? Oh god, what if Lily was carrying the next Jason or the guy from Halloween? That thought made the panic rise a little bit but then he realized that he was just overreacting. Really, what were the odds of that? Probably slim, very slim. Besides he figured problems like that were genetic and the worse that their kid would get is bipolar which isn’t bad really. If you really think about it, it could be worse. So Jayden started to calm himself down and he felt a little better about this whole situation. It was not his favorite situation but he figured that since Lily was there it would help a lot. She was the one carrying the thing after all.
When she asked if they were going to be fine Jayden nodded and then bit down on his bottom lip. He really hoped that they would be. Did people get divorced before their first baby was even born? He wondered if people did that. He would not dream about ever leaving her since he had gone through so much shit to get her but still, if she pissed him off he might say something that he regretted since that happened a lot as well. And then he offered her a smile at her next statement and nodded as well. If she was so confident about this then he could be too. So he wrapped his own arms around her and looked down at her with a smile. “We’ll be fine. Maybe this could be a blessing in disguise?” he pondered out loud, although how this is a blessing he would never know. But hey, sometimes the world worked in funny ways and this was definitely one of them. He was just happy that he was having a baby with Lily and not some random skank from down the lane. That would be awkward.
TAGGED lily / amber<3 NOTES i rambled so sorry. |
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