Post by selena ray right on Feb 26, 2013 23:50:50 GMT -5
selena ray right
"She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers,
staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers.
feeling pressured by the public."
staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers.
feeling pressured by the public."
fighting back the tears, mother reads the
NAME selena ray right
GENDER female
NICKNAMES sel, tiny
AGE fiifteen
MEMBERGROUP high school
YEAR/OCCUPATION 10th and starbucks
SEXUALITY heterosexual,
PLAYED BY zoe sugg
note again. sixteen candles burn in her mind,
HI I'M selena AND THIS IS ME:
ooc i was inspired to write this in a sucky poem
the little girl, she was alone
sat and prayed no one was home
the little girl went out
and smiled liked the pain wasn't lingering about
my mom wasn't drunk
and my dad wasn't an addict
so life couldn't be that bad, can it?
little did her nine year old friends know
that her older brother smacked a blow
the pain was lingering about
and her parents didn't shout
they just turned the other cheek
said she was weak when she cried
by time she became a pre teen she started to give up
started dressing trashy and doing her makeup
she started puking in the bathroom stall
the sadness was overwhelming
she whispered "kill me now"
who needs houses when you have hospitals?
inpatient at twelve years old
people stare at you and go
oh, sweetie, you're too pretty to be sick
lighter then air
weak as a fairy
death can't be that scary
death seems to calm
so pretty
so weak
like a puppet being pulled by strings
she cried when her brother died
he was so strong
yet so weak
couldn't manage to keep himself alive
he took the noose around his neck
and stepped off the stool
leaving so many thoughts
so many unanswered questions
oh selena, turning to dust
losing weight isnt a desire
its a must
you're in highschool now
so you must grow the fuck up
little girl, your parents want to know
they give you everything
a pretty little house
a pretty little car
a pretty little perk of being rich
a good amount of money
enough to keep you to shut the fuck up
yet you cry every night
and hurt your arms
god damn it, selena
you're the reason this family is falling apart
she take the blame, it's always the same.
YOUR NAME shadia
SOMETHING AWESOME i thought about doing something overly long and boring but i figured this was very quick and it definitely got the point across, i think.
she goes down on her knees and prays