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Post by selena ray right on Mar 28, 2013 1:22:25 GMT -5
selena being back after five days was the talk of the school. she had managed to lay low from lip so far but wasn't totally prepared to see him at all. seeing lip at his locker, she stared at him for a moment then walked over to him, standing next to him at his locker. "lip," she said softly do you remember the first night we met?
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Post by phillip shawn clark on Mar 28, 2013 2:04:50 GMT -5
selena was the last person he wanted to see at this point in time, after leaving the way she did lip had so much anger built up towards her. and after freaking out on almost everyone he cared about, because of the emotions left by selena. it was his first day back at school, and he had heard that she was back. selena was back. he didn't see her, thank god. he didn't now how he would react, what would he do? what would he say? just as she shook the thoughts from his head, he shut his locker to see her. he went to say something, but no words came out. she asked him a question, and he smiled a very small smile. "o-of course."
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Post by selena ray right on Mar 28, 2013 2:10:19 GMT -5
she had heard from ryan about the freak out on lips part. selena felt bad. it had taken her only about twenty minutes to decide to leave but three hours to decide to come back. in those three hours, she knew in the back of the head that she'd come back no matter what. "good," selena sighed, trying to decide where to go with this. all of a sudden a flash of sadness came over. to cope with this sadness, she became cold. "you told me that you didn't want me to think i was just another number," she reached into her bag, making eye contact with him. "then don't make me another one of your whores with an abortion over her head. i'm not number 39 and 10". the words came out cold. she mentally screamed at herself. why was SHE angry? she wasn't angry, she was scared. she didn't hate lip, she thought she loved him. stepping back, she started to walk away then stopped, not facing him anymore, just standing still. her world feeling like it was collapsing around her.
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Post by phillip shawn clark on Mar 28, 2013 2:43:59 GMT -5
he listened to her carefully, pretty much wanting to just scream in her face. his eyes studied the test, and he bit his lip hard to hold back the words that were boiling inside of him. until of course she walked away, lip hit his locker looking back over and seeing her just standing there. "are you fucking kidding me?" he shakes his head, walking up behind her. "that's how you wanna fucking tell me?" he looked disgusted.
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Post by selena ray right on Mar 28, 2013 2:49:12 GMT -5
selena jumped a bit when he hit his locker. she turned around, and looked up at him. "i'm sorry," she said, running her hand through her hair "i'm sorry. i'm so so sorry." she started to panic. it felt like everyone was watching them but realistically no one was. "i shouldn..." she paused "i'm sorry. i shouldn't have...said it like that.". it felt like she was going to cry, but she was all cried out. "just," she looked at the time on her phone. school was almost over anyway "follow me. if you want." selena said, staring at him for a moment and walking out. getting to her car, she kicked the side of it but it didn't leave a mark. she was small and not that strong. unlocking and getting in, she sat there, her knees to her check, shins pressed against the wheel of the car.
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Post by phillip shawn clark on Mar 28, 2013 2:59:25 GMT -5
as much as he didn't want to follow her, he found himself walking in her direction. he followed her out to the car, watching her kick the car. he smirked a little, walking around and getting in the passenger side. "and for the record, i wouldn't make you get an abortion. because you know you're not just another number, i lo-" he sighed hard, lighting a cigarette. "you're just, not another number"
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Post by selena ray right on Mar 28, 2013 3:02:47 GMT -5
"you can say it." selena sighed, glancing over at him "if you want to.. selena knew she was starting to fall for him. she wouldn't say she loved him too, but she was starting to think she did. not being around lip made selena love him even more. "i uh," selena paused "should tell you," she paused again, looking forward "there's..two.". after a second, she looked over at him.
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Post by phillip shawn clark on Mar 28, 2013 3:05:18 GMT -5
she told him he could say it, but he shook his head. it was better for him to cover it up like he did before, it's what was best. when she said there was two, twins weren't even the first thing on his mind. he was confused, he didn't know what to do or even think at this point. "two what?" he took a drag off the cigarette, exhaling away from her.
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Post by selena ray right on Mar 28, 2013 19:27:21 GMT -5
"two children." selena sighed. it was hard to imagine that two living things were currently in her stomach. it kind of disgusted her. they would make her gain weight and get fat, if she went along with the pregnancy. she had three choices. none of them sounded appealing or right. there really was no right choice when it came to a teen pregnancy. looking up at the roof of her car, she sighed. "i don't know what to do." she said.
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Post by phillip shawn clark on Mar 28, 2013 20:52:28 GMT -5
two children? fucking twins. he sighed, smoking his cigarette pretty fast. he flicked the butt out of the window, looking over at her. he swallowed every ounce of pride he had as he wrapped his arm around her pulling her close. "we'll figure it out." he lay his head on top of hers, sighing deeply and biting his lip.
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Post by selena ray right on Mar 28, 2013 21:11:49 GMT -5
selena leaned into him when he pulled her close, sighing. "okay," she said, choking back tears. she was all cried out. she needed to stop. "i owe you an explanation." selena said, pulling away from him. if anything, selena owed him that. "i shouldn't have freaked out like that when you said i love you. i'm really sorry. i should have never said 'don't fall in love with me'. i just really hate love. i hate the whole idea of it. i just didnt' want you to fall in love with me incase i left. when i left your house, i was definitely not planning on skipping out. when i got home, my brothers friend was there. he didn't say anything but i ran upstairs and booked a ticket. i was overwhelmed by seeing someone who use to hurt me and the 'i love you'. it's not an excuse. i'm not trying to make excuses. ryan told me everything that happened when i left." she sighed, shaking her head. "so when i left, I went to England and the next day, had Dragon fly out. Uh, I should clarify that Dragon and I didn't sleep together or anything. We're still close friends. My sister called my parents and they told her the hotel I was at. My parents didn't care that I just flew out of the country. It was fine with them. I suspected I was pregnant and had Dragon go get me a test. It was positive and I freaked out. I booked a ticket to come home and then the next day, my sister came. We got into this huge fight and stuff. So Dragon and I knew 'wow i should go make sure the child is okay'. So we did and it was twins." Selena explained. "I shouldn't have left in the first place and I'm sorry." She sighed, leaning forward and kissing his cheek.
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