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phoenix eli harte

fighting back the tears, mother reads the

NAME phoenix eli harte
GENDER male.
NICKNAMES nix
AGE twenty three
MEMBERGROUP local
YEAR/OCCUPATION radio dj host.
SEXUALITY heterosexual.
PLAYED BY jaime preciado.

note again. sixteen candles burn in her mind,

TEN FACTS
01. you are constantly late to anything. whether it be doctors appointments or band practice you are never early, ever. it's probably because you spend a considerable amount of time procrastinating and instead of getting ready you play video games or just fuck around with anything.
02. you are a twin. however, you and your brother are complete opposites of each other. you're not even one hundred percent identical in looks. of course, you think you're the better looking twin. you're also the fuck up in your fathers eyes and it doesn't even matter to you at this point. but you are the older twin, so at least there's that.
03. the smell of hot dogs makes you want to vomit. you cannot eat them nor can you smell them without having to run to the bathroom. it's probably because when you were younger you had a bad experience in the fact that you threw them up all the time so now it's just associated with a bad memory. but you refuse to be in a room that smells like them. hell, you even refuse to be in a house that smells like them.
04. your favorite color is blue, any shade. most people would assume it was black with how you dress but everything you own is in some shade of blue. it's just something that you adore and it has been since you were a little kid. blue is even your favorite kind of candy color, if that makes sense. blue raspberry is your favorite flavor as well. it's just par for the course. after that is pineapple.
05. you are severely allergic to peanuts. so that means no peanut butter, nothing with peanut oil and no banana splits with peanuts on them. and it is kind of a bummer because you've only had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich once and it almost killed you. luckily your mother was there to take your butt to the hospital right?
06. you have an unhealthy love for batman. you own every movie, even the cartoon ones and every show they have ever put him in. he's your hero and the dark knight trilogy is the best thing to ever grace your life. it's to the point where you have the batman symbol tattooed on you. yeah, it's a bit unhealthy but it could be worse.
07. you have a love for ke$ha. it's not something you advertise until she comes on the radio and then you flip out and tell everyone to shut the fuck up and turn it up. you even have her on your ipod. there's just something about that woman who looks like she pisses glitter and sleeps in bathtubs every night, not to mention she's definitely easy on the eyes.
08. you have only been with three people in your entire lifetime. first was your on again off again girlfriend of forever. she's been through everything with you and you'll always have a place in your heart for her. besides, she took you back after you completely fucked everything up. second was the mother of your child. to be honest it was not even a relationship but it just sort of happened. and then your last one was just recently, although she told you that she was not ready to be a step mother so she split. so now it's just you and your son.
09. you prefer white chocolate over regular chocolate. it's just a personal choice. you don't see the hype on chocolate anyways. white chocolate is just so much better but god damn is it harder to find.
10. you have a severe fear of heights. how it happened you're not really sure but just bleachers that surround a high school football field even freak you out. it's probably the fact that once you're falling, you're pretty much fucked. so that really freaks you the fuck out and you have never had a chance to get over it.

NINE FAVORITE THINGS.
01. your bass guitar - this one is probably the most obvious one but you cherish that thing. you clean it every day and you make sure that there is not one scratch on it. it's probably because you can be a neat freak with the things that you love, but it's probably one of the nicest basses on the tour at least.
02. even numbers - this part right here is a slight form of OCD. you like even numbers. everything even is good in your book and if something is an odd amount you sit there and try to make it even. the only odd number you do not have a problem with is five and it is probably because when times by an even number you get an even number. everyone also makes fun of you for this but oh well, fuck them.
03. the bulldog - this little guy is one of the main reasons you go back home, because he's just pretty much the best pet ever. his name is beefy and he loves to lick your face. it's kind of gross but you let him anyway. so far he's pretty much the best pet that you have ever had and if you ever had to give him away or if he ever becomes sick it will pretty much crush your world. but so far so good.
04. the color blue - blue has been your favorite color since you were a little kid. it's very nice on the eyes and it surprises people when you tell them this, since you constantly wear black clothes. but your room is blue, your car is blue and you even got contacts that change your eyes blue. so clearly blue is one of your favorites.
05. anything mango flavored - you love mango's. whether it be the actual fruit or juice or something that has mango flavoring in it. for whatever reason, it's really good to you and you always have something mango flavored in your fridge. your friends make fun of you for it but that's okay, they're just jealous.
06. batman - this one is borderline obsession. you have everything batman in your house and even a small tattoo of the symbol on your arm. when you were a kid you dressed up as him most of the time for halloween and even had a batman themed party. so he's been your favorite ever since you can remember.
07. the smell of vanilla - this is your favorite scent. there's just something about it that smells so good. you have vanilla candles all around your house because jesus christ it just smells so good and sometimes you want your house to smell good too. it's also your favorite flavor but that's not really that important right now.
08. waking up before nine - there is so much that can be done in a day just by waking up early. so you try to wake up as early as possible. it kind of was easy to get used to when your son was a baby but now that he can actually sleep you might have to set your alarm sometimes. of course you sleep in on occasion but you just like waking up early. the day is a lot better when you do.
09. horror movies - you've always had a love for horror movies. the gorier the better in your opinion. you have seen most of them as well and usually plan to go see one when they come out. you also own a lot of them so it's clear that you love it.

EIGHT SENT TEXTS
01. "It's sir Jesus to you."
02. "Hey man, sorry about punching you in the face, also about turning the shower on you. I just really wanted you to drink some water."
03. "Yeah I got into a fight! Some dude in the bathroom...he was standing there and I notice he's got the same shirt as me on so I'm like...dude you should have called me, we look like idiots...he didn't say anything...so i got pissed and hit him...completely decimated and my hand was all bloody and covered with glass afterward...weird dude, never saw him again that night or since."
04. "she said "lets play dickbreaker!" and then threw my blackberry at my dick as hard as she could."
05. "I don't make mistakes...just understandable bad choices."
06. "In The Air Tonight was playing in the dentist's office. Had to stop the cleaner to do the drums."
07. "It glows. I had to have it."
08. "I dont think there is any level of not caring that I havent covered in the last month"

SEVEN RECENT PURCHASES
01. coffee from mcdonalds
02. sour patch kids
03. white chocolate covered pretzels.
04. asprin.
05. chinese take out
06. a horror movie
07. a new pillow.

SIX SONGS ON SHUFFLE.
01. loser - beck - in the time of chimpanzees i was a monkey butane in my veins so i'm out to cut the junkie with the plastic eyeballs, spray paint the vegetables dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose kill the headlights and put it in neutral stock car flamin' with a loser and the cruise control baby's in Reno with the vitamin d got a couple of couches sleep on the love seat
02. for whom the bell tolls - metallica - make his fight on the hill in the early day constant chill deep inside shouting gun on they run through the endless grey on they fight are they right yes, but who's to say? for a hill men would kill why? they do not know stiffened wounds test their pride men of five still alive through the raging glow gone insane from the pain that they surely know.
03. sleeping sickness - city and colour - i awoke only to find my lungs empty and through the night so it seems i'm not breathing and now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be and I'm breaking down, i think i'm breaking down and i'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me such as living with the uncertainty that i'll never find the words to say which would completely explain just how i'm breaking down someone come and, someone come and save my life.
04. she's a rebel - green day - she's a rebel she's a saint she's salt of the earth and she's dangerous she's a rebel vigilante missing link on the brink of destruction from chicago to toronto she's the one that they call old whatsername she's the symbol of resistance and she's holding on my heart like a hand grenade is she dreaming what i'm thinking is she the mother of all bombs gonna detonate
05. black and yellow - wiz khalifa - yeah, uh huh, you know what it is everything i do, i do it big yeah, uh huh, screaming that's nothing what i pulled off the lot, that's stunting repping my town when you see me you know everything black and yellow i put it down from the whip to my diamonds, i'm in Black and yellow black stripe, yellow paint, them niggas scared of it but them hoes ain't soon as i hit the club look at them hoes face hit the pedal once make the floor shake suede inside, my engine roaring it's the big boy, you know what i payed for it and i got the pedal to the metal.
06. black hole sun - soundgarden - in my eyes indisposed, in disguise as no one knows. hides the face, lies the snake, and the sun in my disgrace. boiling heat, summer stench. neath the black the sky looks dead. call my name through the cream, and i'll hear you scream again. black hole sun won't you come and wash away the rain? black hole sun won't you come? won't you come?

FIVE HOSPITAL VISITS
01. five - you fell off your bike when you were only five years old. normally it's not that big of a deal, but you flew face first into the cement and landed on your forearm, therefore breaking it. you had never felt so much pain in your life and your father said you were just being a big baby. maybe you were, but you were only five years old.
02. eight - you had the chicken pox and although your mother said that you were fine, your father insisted that you go to the hospital. so they told you to take oatmeal baths (which were gross) and you were all better. and hey, you got to miss school as well so there was that too.
03. twelve - your half sister, mary, was born. she was the result of an affair between your mother and the twenty year old next door neighbor. you were in the hospital but not the room, and your father was on his way to file the divorce papers because he had found out. it was only you and your twin there for your mother besides the father but you didn't like him. he tore your family apart so you stayed silent. but you love your little sister.
04. thirteen

[/b] - you got your tonsils taken out because for that entire year you kept having strep throat. so your mother took you to get them out. the only good thing about that entire surgery was the fact that you got to eat all the ice cream that you wanted and you didn't gain a pound. so thank the lord for good genes.
05. twenty - the birth of your son. it had been a one night stand but clearly you cannot function a condom that well. nine months later your son was born and you had been there and it was probably one of the grossest things you have ever seen.

FOUR FAVORITE POSSESSIONS
01. you still have your blanket from when you were a child. call it silly and dumb, but it's your favorite thing since the xbox came out. you love that blanket with all your heart and the thought of throwing it away or it getting destroyed literally rips your soul out and someone then stomps on it for ten hours straight. you would literally die without it.
02. your grandfather gave you his watch before he died. normally this is not a big deal but he had been saving up his entire life to buy a watch this nice. you keep it in a locked box under your bed because you're too afraid to wear it. you don't want it to get stolen and you don't want it to get lost, so you tell everyone to never go in that box, ever. it's about the same price as a really good used car on craigslist, it's that expensive. and why he gave it to you, you'll never know but you cannot complain.
03. your bass. this one is probably kind of obvious but you're proud of it. you bought it yourself with money that you saved up from working at countless of jobs. it was actually just two but sometimes you like to pretend it was more. and then when you got the thing you took pretty damn good care of it, so of course you love it. you tell people it's your baby and sometimes they look at you funny. whatever though.
04. when you were about twenty years old, right before you found out you were going to be a father, you got something that, yes, could be considered cheesy but you did it anyways. you got two necklaces one a lock, one a key. you gave it to the love of your life as a sort of engagement promise, so to you it really is like an engagement ring. she has the key although you don't really know if she has it still or if she got rid of it. but you still have yours and you wear it every day.

THREE HABITS
01. you clean when you're stress. if you're really stressed you really go all out and scrub every square inch of the house if you have enough motivation. cleaning really helps you feel better and you can actually have a nice looking house when you do said cleaning. although if you're not stressed you don't really clean, you kind of let it pile up. so this little habit is actually more useful than not.
02. when you are lying you usually bite your lip and look to the left. it's something that, when no one picks up you can be okay but once someone knows that's what you do when you're lying you're fucked. and you cannot really help it, it's just something that happens and before you can even catch it, it has happened. so this one is annoying as hell and you wish you didn't do it.
03. you bite your nails. this is why they usually don't grow very often because you bite them all off. they're normally down as far as they can go without it hurting, although you have bitten them too far down on constant occasions. but it's a habit that you're trying to kick it's just a lot harder than it sounds.

TWO THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
01. go to antarctica - even though it's colder there than it probably is on pluto to you, you still want to go to the cold country known as antarctica. you just want to be like 'i've been to all the continents' and that counts as one so you can sound pretty traveled. also you want to see polar bears and penguins, even though they those at the zoo. but wild ones would seem to be a lot more authentic. even if they can kill you.
02. swim with sharks - you really want to swim with sharks. they're one of your favorite animals and you don't think that they're vicious, they're just severely misunderstood. you have even gotten into arguments about it and you cannot believe the amount of ignorant people there are in the world. but you would love to do this and you really want to book an appointment with companies that allow this to happen when you get near states that line the ocean. you're pretty damn excited about it as well.

ONE HISTORY
you were born to erik and robyn harte when they were only seventeen years old. it was prom night and they had only been dating for a couple weeks but one thing led to another and hello, you and your younger brother emmett were born. your mother had missed her graduation since she was about the size of a balloon and she did not want anyone to see her like that. she was always a proud person. always so focused on herself. there had been plenty of times where your father wanted to skip town and never look back. he hadn't really ever wanted children. but that was his fault. when you were a toddler you were always getting into everything. you once made 'breakfast' for your family and it considered of pretty much everything in the fridge and was located on the floor. you have seen your father get so mad so quickly. growing up your father had always been distant from the family. he spent more time trying to get rich quick than pay attention to the family. when you were about ten years old he hit the gold. he had teamed up with some guy who knew what he was doing and he got rich pretty quick. from then on instead of living in a four bedroom apartment you lived in a giant mansion. you were also about ten years old when you met the girl who would be the love of your life. it started with you accidentally bumping her elbow when she was coloring. then she started to bitch at you so you painted her lips green thinking it would close them up and make her shut up. it actually got you into a lot of trouble but ever since you had to apologize you guys were best friends. her name was nora and you would pretty much do anything for her. you would still do anything for her. middle school was when you guys started to 'date' whatever that consists of at that age. your first date was a movie and you cannot remember for the life of you what you seen but you remember being nervous the entire time. after a couple years you ended up breaking up before getting right back together again. it's been that way ever since you could remember and right now you are no longer together and you think that it'll never happen again. but you want it to happen again but who knows, maybe she'll tell you to fuck off. when you were twelve, that was when your world went to shit. your mother had been having an affair with the kid next door. he was only eighteen years old and your father had been the one to figure it out. she had gotten pregnant because of the kid, and that is the only way that it happened. after you and your brother your father quickly got a vasectomy and couldn't have any more children. and that was when your sister, alysha, was born. you love your sister though. but your mother quickly shipped her off to her father and you have never really heard from her again. it's quite sad you know? you email back and forth but that is about it. but again, your mother does not know about it. and that was also the time that your parents split and boy was it nasty. but your father packed his bags and dragged you and your brother with him. you did not want to go but your mother found another boyfriend and moved across the state. you don't really talk to her anymore and that is quite okay with you. you were also about twenty years old when you met the mother of your child. she had always been a bitch to you and you thought it was the funniest thing on the planet. so you poked and prodded because you could and she would fight back. then one day it just so happened that you guys had slept together. well whoops. and when you found out that she was pregnant the first thing you wanted to do was run. you wanted to get as far away from her and the place you were at as quickly as possible. but you didn't instead you felt like your world was tumbling down on you. but you got on fine and when nora found out she went ballistic and went back home. you had to chase after her and eventually got back together. and then broke up again. and you haven't really talked to her since but it's whatever. according to your brother she's a wreck and you feel so bad about it. your brother eventually ended up getting back together with his long time girlfriend, euphemia, and they are getting married this spring. so you're pretty excited about that. they're also the ones watching your son, since you don't want him around the filth that can happen durin ga tour. and that's your life story and you're sticking to it. [/blockquote][/blockquote]

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